Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Your Memories

Your memories still haunt me
Because the past still taunt me
For i'm still not over it
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
hope to die
Hope for the darkness
Which used to be light
Why did you change?
Yes they are my reason
To feel so lonely
to hate me
to hate myself
to hate my heart
which still beats

They push me back in my life
In every kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
And now all is dark
As its a sunset
the sun of my life
will never rise
Never ever again
I know I won't ever
be happy

When pain moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
And joy came out of my life
Like willing to runaway
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true .

Now you find your life
How cheap you are
how mean you are

I hate those days
When you said I'm your life
Those words still haunt me
Taunt me
As I trust you
Taunt me for now I feel cheated
Taunt me for you are the winner
And I am the looser
the BLOODY looser!

Now I ask the question
I have seen
the life again
the sun is shining again
The colors of life are back
Her smile
makes my day
keep me awake
for the nights

But now I'm afraid
As your memories still haunt me
They still taunt me
For she will also be you
What will I do?
I think
this is the reincarnation of you
And she smiles like you

Your memories are back
And they still haunt me
Taunt me for the faith
I had in you

I don't want to look her
any more
I don't want to love her anymore

Love for me is PURE
And the world around is
so IMPURE...
I don't want
LOVE anymore
because your memories
still HAUNT me!

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