HATE

I hate myself..
my heart
for the reason
it loved you!...
And it still wants you!
I hate it
for the reason
Its not mine anymore...
For the reason
It was so easily touched

You took it away
and I donn want it anymore

I hate life
for the reason
that it reminds me of you!
I love death
For it is dark..
I donn like colors
For the reason it reminds me of you!
I love dark
In dark I cannot see you!

I hate my eyes
For the reason
That you are my vision

I hate the world
Because I see you only
all around...

I want to go
somewhere away
Away from this world...
Away from you
from your memories
Away from my self
Away from my heart

Away.....
Away in the dark
Where there is no happiness
no joy
no life
no colours

I love the black...
I love the blank
I want to go to Dark....
Away from myself..
I want to see darkness ahead
And loneliness lying under the shed
Only to witness another shearing blow
Another teary night
Another fearing sight!
Another fightening sight

Just to see a crashed HEART
I hate myself!