Tears and Life

My tears
Dry away when they fall
On the desert of my life
The barren land of my heart

The tears smile
coming out of my eye
As even they
donn wanna live with me
and go away smiling
As you went
Away from my life smiling

Memories screaming again
Holding your picture
in their hands
Eternity has stood still
The world is in silence
As you left me in the pain

Will you come?
Come to hold me?
Hold my hand
to give me support
When I fall
from the cliff of sorrow

One needs love to live life
But I am
Looking to borrow
my life from you!

I still look for you
Leave my doors open
As they wait for you
They have got rusted as I am
Waiting for you

Need your love to live life
Without you the time is borrrowed!

Your Memories

Your memories still haunt me
Because the past still taunt me
For i'm still not over it
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
hope to die
Hope for the darkness
Which used to be light
Why did you change?
Yes they are my reason
To feel so lonely
to hate me
to hate myself
to hate my heart
which still beats

They push me back in my life
In every kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
And now all is dark
As its a sunset
the sun of my life
will never rise
Never ever again
I know I won't ever
be happy

When pain moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
And joy came out of my life
Like willing to runaway
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true .

Now you find your life
How cheap you are
how mean you are

I hate those days
When you said I'm your life
Those words still haunt me
Taunt me
As I trust you
Taunt me for now I feel cheated
Taunt me for you are the winner
And I am the looser
the BLOODY looser!

Now I ask the question
I have seen
the life again
the sun is shining again
The colors of life are back
Her smile
makes my day
keep me awake
for the nights

But now I'm afraid
As your memories still haunt me
They still taunt me
For she will also be you
What will I do?
I think
this is the reincarnation of you
And she smiles like you

Your memories are back
And they still haunt me
Taunt me for the faith
I had in you

I don't want to look her
any more
I don't want to love her anymore

Love for me is PURE
And the world around is
so IMPURE...
I don't want
LOVE anymore
because your memories
still HAUNT me!

HATE

I hate myself..
my heart
for the reason
it loved you!...
And it still wants you!
I hate it
for the reason
Its not mine anymore...
For the reason
It was so easily touched

You took it away
and I donn want it anymore

I hate life
for the reason
that it reminds me of you!
I love death
For it is dark..
I donn like colors
For the reason it reminds me of you!
I love dark
In dark I cannot see you!

I hate my eyes
For the reason
That you are my vision

I hate the world
Because I see you only
all around...

I want to go
somewhere away
Away from this world...
Away from you
from your memories
Away from my self
Away from my heart

Away.....
Away in the dark
Where there is no happiness
no joy
no life
no colours

I love the black...
I love the blank
I want to go to Dark....
Away from myself..
I want to see darkness ahead
And loneliness lying under the shed
Only to witness another shearing blow
Another teary night
Another fearing sight!
Another fightening sight

Just to see a crashed HEART
I hate myself!