You can't run away

Just talk yourself up
And make me down
down with tears in my eyes
You've hit me
Hit me hard
Close to my heart
Can't find a way around
I can't see even a way around
What's the problem?
I have got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No, you can't run away, you can't run away
ruining me , making us apart.
So what did you think I would say?
No, you can't run away, you can't run away
But I guess
you Would & in fact
You had ran away
Away from
my sight
my soul
making me alone
All alone in this LONLEY world

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
stay close to my heart
I put my love in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naïve
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight
the way you ran away
Away from my life
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
But even I will pray
to my GOD
forgive you for
You are the only one
Whom I do LOVEd.

UFO or Wht ????

Tuesday morning...Around 3 AM-Back from Illu work...
Entering wing I saw Debu running like crazy & knocking HImanshu's gate..
When I asked him he showed me an amazing thing...
Kgp guyz look at the sky around this time at horizon you will se something blinking very fast than a STAR and changing color very fast..
Whatever update I could get is(as per TOI says) :

In the first such incident recorded in Kolkata, an unidentified flying object was spotted in the city’s skies early Monday morning.

The fireball, that moved very rapidly and even seemed to change its shape and size, was photographed by a resident of Kalikapur in east Kolkata. Scientists couldn’t identify the object though some believe it could be a meteor blazing a trail through the morning sky.

The object, as shown on a TV channel, seemed to alter its shape from a round object to a triangle and then turned into a straight line. It emitted a bright light that formed a circle - almost a halo - and also radiated a range of colours.

The strange object was spotted between 3.30 am and 6.30 am by a senior executive of a private company, who filmed it on his handycam and showed it to the MP Birla Planetarium director D P Duari.

Many others spotted the strange object streaking across the eastern sky and hundreds gathered along EM Bypass to catch a glimpse of the "UFO". Many claimed to have seen the UFO, triggering a frenzy.

The Birla Planetarium director said the flying object, seen "at 30 degrees on the eastern horizon" was "interesting and strange".

"The viewer first thought it was a plane but gradually its brightness increased and it went up and vanished around 6.30 am," Duari said. "No natural phenomenon is likely to last for such a long duration and it is not a meteor either. It is an extremely interesting and strange object," he added.

Scientists were also puzzled by the phenomenon. They claimed it was too early to hazard a guess on what the object could be.

"A cosmic body cannot change its appearance the way this one seemed to do. But an expert needs to observe it for a longer period of time to be able to comment on it. It is very strange and intriguing. Sadly, TV pictures are not enough to make a conclusion," said Kamalesh Kar, astro-particle physicist at the Saha Institute of Nuclear Physics.

Common guys do the resarch & prove your worth here.. :)

Tuzse Naaraaz Nahin Zindagi

I heard this song in a reality show "SA RE GA MA PA"

Very heart touching...Just feel the song..
The lyrics has been written by "GULJAR"...

Here it goes :

tuz se naaraaz nahin jindagi
hairaan hoo main -2
tere maasoom sawaalon se
pareshaan hoo main

jeene ke liye sochaa hee nahee
dard sanbhaalane honge
muskuraye to, muskuraane ke
karja utaarane honge -2
muskuraoo kabhee to lagataa hai
jaise hothhon pe, karja rakhaa hain

tuz se naaraaj ...

aaj agar bhar aayee hai
boonde baras jaayegee -2
kal kyaa pataa in ke liye
aankhe taras jaayegee
jaane kab gam huaa, kahaa khoyaa
yek aansoo, chhupaa ke rakhaa thaa

tuz se naaraaj ...

The new blog is a inspiration from Pitbullfarm
Its called "I Wanna See You Dead"...

Here it goes:

Yesterday, silent night
it was tough to close my eyes
thinking of you

The past was horrible
I tired to look
into the future and beyond dreams
which I now don't dream

Do you know who I am?
I am a psycho
I am the king of horrors
and this in my world to live
And I order you to die

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

I can smell your fear
It is your cry
which I wanna hear
As I am dead
its your turn dear

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

The moon is shining
The brightness is mine
& leave dark for youuuuuu....

Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

I see you running tonight
But you can not go away from
my sight

With the butcher knife and a smile on my face
I just wanna send you in the outer space

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

Maine use dekha

As demanded by friends to change the taste..
This is something new :

Maine use dekha

Mein ja raha tha
praatah bhraman par
ja raha tha
ya le jaya ja raha tha
kisi prerna se.....
Unuchti si thi neend or shayad adkhule the palak
Jab maine use dekha

shaaal mein lipti ek saundarya or saadagi ki murat
os se bhigi hui thi uski pyaari surat
Vo bhi shayad ja rahi thi pratah bhraman ke liye

Jab maine use dekha

Adhkhule nayan bhi shayad khul gaye the use dekh kar
Aur shayad unuchti si neend bhi uchat gayi thi uske darshan ke liye

Jab maine use dekha

Uske lambe kesh bhi jaise uski shobha badaa rahe
uske kajrare nayan jaise mujhko sata rahe
Paseene ki boond se bheega uska chehra
lagta tha mano os se gulaab bheega ho
uska sharmaya sa
ya shayad thoda sakuchya sa ya thoda ghabraaya sa chehra
Uske chehra ki shikan bhi
to uski shobha mein char chaand lagaa rahe
ye sab hi shayad mujhe likhne ki prerna de rahe

Jab maine use dekha

Us vaqt mein soch rahaa
shayad yahi thi vo prerna
jo mujhe bhraman par aane ko thi
majboor kar rahi
or shayad mere dil ki dhadkan
mujhe kucch kahne ko majboor kar rahi
jab meine use dekha

Lekin samay par hai kiska bas chal saka
hai koi aisa jo samay ko kaid kar sakaa

Jab maine use dekha


Aur mere dekhta hi dekhte
vo door kahin nikal gayi
or shayad mujhe bhraman par
aane ko majboor kar gayi

Jab maine use dekha

When I am dead

Yesterday I found
myself lying on floor
With the white cloth on
Surrounded by lots of people
around me
do not know
for what
to celebrate my death
or to cry for it

Are they singing
the sad song for me
whatever they doing
I can't hear
& in fact I don't care
Would someone be sad I know
I really doubt

But my eyes were searching
some one to whom
I wanna say
When I am dead my dearest
Please don't sing a
sad song for me
Neither plant a rose
at my head
just keep it with you
for you will remember me
always
I know I couldn't get
place in your heart
when I was alive
But now I want a small place
in your memories
Nor do cry for me

I wanna say
When I am dead my dearest
Please keep those tears alive
and just remember me some time
which you didn't
I know when I was alive
I know it was a waste
when I was alive

But just want to say
Please give some value
to my death
It should not be
as meaningless
as waste
as lonely
as tired
as thirsty
as was my life

Please don't sing a sad song when I am dead

Do not plant cypress tree either
Just place some green grass
The showers
and dewdrops will keep it wet
it wilts
I think you forgot
it is green
I think you remember
though not missing me
Remembering is a gift
for me
I could not get
when alive

I shall not see you
shall not feel you
shall not I touch you
but I shall not
miss this all
I shall not see the stars
but I will not
miss them too
as they were dull for me
I shall not hear the nightingale
whom would I miss
when she used to cry in pain
and used to give me a company
when I was sad
when I used to
think of you
miss you
shed tears for you
I shall miss the nights
the dark nights
I spent
sleepless
restless
dreamless
just thinking of you

I just wanna say
that my dearest
Please don't sing a sad song when I am dead

Tanha Huin Mein

Tanha aaya
Tanha chala
tanha raha tanha raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Jindagi mein kabhi
na koi suraj uga
Ujala bhi na dekha kabhi
Andhera bhi to badta raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Na dekha koi savera kabhi
Jindagi ka suraj sada dooba raha
dooba raha
Sada dooba raha
Sitaare bhi na kabhi
koi jagmag hue

Tanha huin mein tanha raha

Dukh ke badal jo the
Sukh ke taaron ko vo dhakte rahe
Roshna unko na hone diya

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Tanhaayi mein mera dum
ghut ta raha
Ghut ta rahaaaa

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Na tha koi
apna mera
Jo bhi koi mujhko mila
vo sada paraya raha

Dost koi
kabhi na mila
Dushman bana jamana mera
Phool koi
kabhi na khila
Kaante hi sada
chubte rahe

Tahna huin mein sada tanha raha

Akela hi sada chalta raha
Dhoop mein hi sada
jalta raha
Sheetal chhaon
kabhi na mili
Koi thandak kabhi mil na saki

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Pyaar kabhi na
kisi ka mila
Nafarat bhari
nigaahein miliiiiii

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Jindagi ne bhi na kabhi
kucch bhi mujhko diya
Maut ne bhi
mujhko thukra diya
Maut ke liye bhi
tadapata raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha.......

I walk alone !

I walk alone on the lonely street
I feel no one
feel so alone
I am sad
No one do I have
to dry my tears
to calm my ever present fear
to massage my tired feet

I am searching life
through my teared eyes

Alone ever alone
my life is a new to start
I am always searching for a new way
though the lonely life

I can't quell the fact
that show of life will always go on
no matter what
I may stop or may go
the life will keep on moving

I can't forget memories I do have
within my heart they dwell

So I keep walking on the lonely street
trying to search
a way
a hope
a fainted light
a new sun to life
a new twinkle
to make my life bright
A fresh air to breath
My throat is choking
I do not have any air to breathe

I walk alone on the lonely street

And then I see
The Sun is setting
the sky is red with color of my blood
I feel happy in the hope
that I will see no tomorrow
but that hope goes away
I have no feelings
my Musings are dead

I walk alone on the lonely street

It's getting dark
I am feeling happy
as it is matching color of my soul
I pray stars to go dark
to make this Earth
a complete dark
as dark as
my life is

I walk alone on the lonely street

I am feeling sleepy now
I feel happy
in the hope that I will never get up
no dreams I dream
and its complete dark
now is the time
when I do feel happy

I walk on the lonely street

Bhula - Do (Raeth)

Friends I am not sad
I am not senti..
Just this song is tooo goood....

I dedicate my 1st blog to Raeth...

Bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

Bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

wo……….hohooo..hoooooooooo
wo……….hohooo..hoooooooooo

Woh kaisi subah thi
khushian ko tha safar
sab yaaarrrrrrr sang thay
koi thi na fikar
dukh aya sukh khoya
gham ban gaya humsafarrrrr

Apne kya paraye kya
sub rang hain aik se..
kache sub dhaage hain
yeh buand hain rait ke
manzil na sathi hai
chalta hoon main bekhabar

hhhho……….hohooo..wwooohoooo

bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yadennn woh batainnnn
jo mujko satati rahi

bhula do bhula do woh baten purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

wo……….hoho..hoooooooooo
ho.ho…hooooooooooooooo..ho ho hooooo
ho.ho…hooooooooooooooo..ho ho hooooo