Singham-Music Review

Its been long time since I was planning to write a music review.

So here it goes... "Sigham" music by Ajay-Atul. For those of you from Maharashtra or a fan of Marathi music, this name should not be new.

The first track is the "title" track "Singham". Sung by the Sukhwinder Singh in the same style as he sung for Omkara and then Dabang. The song starts in typical Ajay-Atul style and gives a typical feel of a king. The typical orchestra used in this song is something the duo has used before too. Sukhi sings the mukhda in very much "Omkara" style. Especially ending part of the song is mind blowing. I feel that Sukhiji's voice has been given some effect, though I would have loved to listen to the RAW Sukhiji. Great start by the duo never the less.

The next track "Saathiya" has an addictive feel, Swanand Kirkire's lyrics did hit my heart. First 30 seconds are pure pure bliss. From there it is taken very well by such a sweet and melodious voice of, the melody queen "Shreya Ghosal". Rendition of word "Saathiya" is done with so much of perfection. Then she is joined by Ajay Gogavale(from the duo Ajay-Atul). The song has a feel of such a cool breeze and I am listening to it in a repeat mode. :)

The third and last, sadly the last original soundtrack of album "Maula" has relatively strange and unthinkable combination of Richa Sharma and Kunal Ganjawala. The song has a bit of feel of Qawwali or something like sufiism? This track is like awesome too, but will take time to grow on you. To me, this track sounds like Arziyaan (from Delhi 6). Both songs has a feel of sufiism though neither of them are really sufi songs.

Rest 3 songs are remixes and not worth writing a review. But these remixes sound better than remixes from other composers.

Awesome work by the lyricist Swanand Kirkire, giving lyrics to 3 songs which are so different from each other.

All the songs are awesome, I wish to listen more from Ajay-Atul in future. But still, I feel national award winning duo is capable of even better work, this one is certainly the best in market these days.

Third World Countries?

A memorable trip to Amsterdam for attending "Soft Matter Days".. Met Wim Van Sarloos and discussed my problem with him and also some more PhD students and Postdocs...
But the best part of the trip was journey to Amsterdam Zuid and that too perticularly from Amersfoort to Amsterdam Zuid. Changed a train at Amersfoort and as usual did not think before getting into the train and then got scared after that. Saw a man sitting, went to him and asked. For my surprise I was in the right train.
He asked me "Are you from India?"... And he was very happy to see that I am from India.
And I still remember the words as if he is still sitting with me saying "Yess man! Future is ours".. And I was like... what? Sorry ... I did not get you. Can you please say it again....
He said "the future belongs to third world countries man.... I am from Turkey...My goverment even does not have money to help people who lost everything in flood. World has ruined us.. They took everything from us... And now they call us third world countries.. Now they want to help us.. But you know what they do not have HEART.... We, the people from thirld world countries have a heart for each other.. I know we are lagging far behind US or UK or maybe Europe... But man people here do not have time for each other...( I apologize to all reading it, but was really touched by this man.. So writing his words)..... Seeing you makes me so happy and now I am thankful to god that I did something good in the morning. But man you know what... We keep fighting over religion and do not understand that indeed we are helping US to check our progress.. You know one day god will teach us some lesson and I do not want it should be too late.. In US all the software work is being done by Indians and Chinese.. Their security system is being run by Israelies... So I hope there should be one day when US should pray to we Asians.. They should not disregard us being Third World Countries.. Should not feel pity on us.. But we always try to run to US or UK or Europe... Now I regret that.. I cannot serve my country... The hi fi technology these people are developing, is it going to help the world? Poor would be poor.. Still for him bread is more important than technology!"
It was all around 20 minutes and then he got down at his stop but his words are still fresh in my heart....

Tears and Life

My tears
Dry away when they fall
On the desert of my life
The barren land of my heart

The tears smile
coming out of my eye
As even they
donn wanna live with me
and go away smiling
As you went
Away from my life smiling

Memories screaming again
Holding your picture
in their hands
Eternity has stood still
The world is in silence
As you left me in the pain

Will you come?
Come to hold me?
Hold my hand
to give me support
When I fall
from the cliff of sorrow

One needs love to live life
But I am
Looking to borrow
my life from you!

I still look for you
Leave my doors open
As they wait for you
They have got rusted as I am
Waiting for you

Need your love to live life
Without you the time is borrrowed!

Your Memories

Your memories still haunt me
Because the past still taunt me
For i'm still not over it
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true

These memories are my hope now
hope to die
Hope for the darkness
Which used to be light
Why did you change?
Yes they are my reason
To feel so lonely
to hate me
to hate myself
to hate my heart
which still beats

They push me back in my life
In every kind of season

And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
And now all is dark
As its a sunset
the sun of my life
will never rise
Never ever again
I know I won't ever
be happy

When pain moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
And joy came out of my life
Like willing to runaway
But before i realized
You were walking away

Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true .

Now you find your life
How cheap you are
how mean you are

I hate those days
When you said I'm your life
Those words still haunt me
Taunt me
As I trust you
Taunt me for now I feel cheated
Taunt me for you are the winner
And I am the looser
the BLOODY looser!

Now I ask the question
I have seen
the life again
the sun is shining again
The colors of life are back
Her smile
makes my day
keep me awake
for the nights

But now I'm afraid
As your memories still haunt me
They still taunt me
For she will also be you
What will I do?
I think
this is the reincarnation of you
And she smiles like you

Your memories are back
And they still haunt me
Taunt me for the faith
I had in you

I don't want to look her
any more
I don't want to love her anymore

Love for me is PURE
And the world around is
so IMPURE...
I don't want
LOVE anymore
because your memories
still HAUNT me!

HATE

I hate myself..
my heart
for the reason
it loved you!...
And it still wants you!
I hate it
for the reason
Its not mine anymore...
For the reason
It was so easily touched

You took it away
and I donn want it anymore

I hate life
for the reason
that it reminds me of you!
I love death
For it is dark..
I donn like colors
For the reason it reminds me of you!
I love dark
In dark I cannot see you!

I hate my eyes
For the reason
That you are my vision

I hate the world
Because I see you only
all around...

I want to go
somewhere away
Away from this world...
Away from you
from your memories
Away from my self
Away from my heart

Away.....
Away in the dark
Where there is no happiness
no joy
no life
no colours

I love the black...
I love the blank
I want to go to Dark....
Away from myself..
I want to see darkness ahead
And loneliness lying under the shed
Only to witness another shearing blow
Another teary night
Another fearing sight!
Another fightening sight

Just to see a crashed HEART
I hate myself!

ONCE UPON A TUNE

With just a few days left flying to Netherlands to start a new phase of life, graduate student (:P).. I am just trying to figure out, which way did KGP change me? Yeah I got some clothing sense, no MUSTACHES, long hairs :P... what else? Yeah now I recall, KGP gave me a taste for music, in which I was really very very poor when I entered kgp. Thanks god, I learnt something :p... So why not write something on SONGS, MUSIC & LYRICS: (some of my favorites)

Rasik Balma: (Film - CHori Chori)

This is a beautiful composition enhanced by Lataji's mesmerising voice. The various aspects of the song have been wpven into beautiful notes so many times that the song captures every bit of your imagination.

Kuch toh log kahenge: (Film - Amar Prem)

Its lyrics touched the hearts of common people like me. Through its lyrics, poet Anand Bakshi sent out a message to all. A man consoles a prostitute singing, Kuch reet jagat ki aisi hai.. Sita bhi yahan badnam hui.. Simple and meaningful.

Bheeni Bheeni: (Film- 1947 Earth)

Rahman's composition is absolutely superb. Equally wonderful are the words by Javed Akhtar. In the cacophony of the world, this soft is as soft as a velvet.

Tadap Tadap ke: (Film- Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam)

This list could not have been complete without this song. Very beautifully sung by KK on a classic tune by Ismail Darbar. This song has so much of sole.. Aisa kya gunah kiya jo lut gaye.....

I literally started crying when I listened to it LIVE

Pehla Nasha: (Film- Jo Jeeta Wahi Sikandar)

Jatin-Lalit's pure natural tune, Udit Narayan's melodious voice, Aamir Khan's innocence and the intoxication of slow motion in which the song is hot is a wonderful blend. One of my all time favourites.

Yeh mera deewanapan hai: (Film - yahudi)

Mukeshji sang this simple melodic tune with so much innocence and simplicity. His voice had a certain spotlessness.

Jab dil hi toot gaya: (Film - Shahjahan)

A sad song but a classic. Even after 50-odd years, this song exemplifies the cry of broken heart.

Piya tose naina lage re: (Film - Guide)

My favourite movie! Again a classic. Its simple words are set to such a sweet tune that it stays in your mind or better heart. Lyricist Shailendra depicted the commitment and surrender of a lover beautifully.

Mera pehla pehla Pyaar: (Film - MP3)

Some of you might think I am being partial to KK. But I really loved this song and when I heard this song, this became one of the few songs which I listen in repeat mode. It creates an aura around you and makes you dreams about your first crush or LOVE rather. :)

Jo tum todo piya: (Film - Silsila)

Meerabai's bhajan doused with Bhaktiras. Tori preet Krishna kaun sang jodu? These pious feelings were set with such affection to music by Vasan Desai and sung very beautifully by Lataji.

Koi gata main so jata: (Film - Aalap)

Even today my eyes well up( and it happened when I heard this song for the first time :P) when I listen to this song. What a beautiful composition and so beautifully sung. The notes touch the chords of your being.

Ek ladki ko dekh to: (Film - 1942: A love story)

I used to hate Kumar Sanu till I did not know that he sung this song. Very beautiful lyrics by Javed Akhatr Sahab. It makes me feel like love is in the air. Jaise Khila gulab.. jaise shayar ka khwaab....

Emosanal Atyachaar: (Film - Dev D)

Many of you would argue about this song being placed among so very high rated song. But Amit Trivedi does an experiment with the music and it worked, he gave an all together new tatste to Indian Cinema Music. Never before someone even dared to use Bands in marriage scenes. Hats off to Anuraag Kashyap, this guy has a vision. The music he asked Vishal Bhardwaj to create for Paanch would have been a hit today when rock genere fially finding acceptance.

Vande Mataram: (Film - Anand Math)

First I listened to version by Rahman and I became a fan of the song, while downloading from DC++, I happened to listen to this song.

Hemant Kumar's composition is as difficult as it is unique. The best of singers pale at thought of rendering it. But Lataji sung it so well.

Maa: (Film - Taare Jameen Par)

I consider myself as an emotionless creature. Having heard that most of cried while watching this song, I thought give it a try, but I failed. So very good awesome lyrics by Prasson Joshi and sung so very well by Shankar Mahadevan it reminded me of my mother that I called her & cried. Tujhe sab hain pata, hain na Maa...

Sur na saje kya gayoo main: (Film - Basant Bahar)

Composed by Shankar-jaikishen, Manna Dey sang this very difficult melody with such ease and naturalness that it's become immortal.

Arambh hai prachand: (Film - Gulaal)

Yet another song by revolutionary Anurag Kashyap, Piyush Mishra has given a great touch both with his voice and music and made this song revolutionary in nature. It is fast paced and is bound to get the adrenalin pumping once it is heard and seen on a big screen.

Yeh maholo yeh takhto yeh tajo ki: ( Film - Pyasaa)

The voice of a thirsting heart was potrayed by poet Sahir Ludhianvi fittingly. The song reflects the feeling of a true poet so weeel... yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaye to kya hai? Its used again in Gulaal, which reflets that the song is immortal and will be.

Rubaroo: ( Film - Rang De Basanti)

One of the best of Rahman. High guitar chords and sounding lyrics by Prasoon Joshi steals the show. Its still a number worth using when going on a drive with friends.

Khwaja mere khwaja: (Film - Jodha Akbar)

Its said that Rahman sings the best number from the movie. Beautiful lyrics by Kashif and very very well sung by Rahman, everytime I listen to this song makes me feel like I am sitting in a temple. It gives me such a peace of mind.

Shokiyon mein ghola jaye: (Film - Prem Pujari)

Kavi Neeraj brought in a new style of poetry. He used fresh new words and mixed Hindi and Urdu with fresh thought.

Yaaron Dosti Badi hi Haseen Hai: ( Film - Rockford)

I could not have left this song. The perfect song to describe friendship. The lyrics are too good and very well sung by KK. I feel it so fresh everytome I listen to it. A perfect friendship day song. :)

Pepsi - NIMBooZ

Well to start with, it all started during a lazy saturday while drinking nimbooz I just thought of that the biggest competitor of a soft drink in sub -urban and rural india is the nimboo pani and in one of the interviews of pepsi ceo he very well said water is his biggest competitor and not coke
Anyway the problem Pepsi people don’t see or don’t wanna see is the fact that the nimboo pani sells because it serves the basic purpose and its CHEAP , Indian market is actually very price sensitive , yes the only way Pepsi can sell its nimbooz at slightly higher price is the fact they can show the water which is being used by local nimbo pani wala may not be hygeinic and may be even go for co branding and say the nimboo pani contains mineral water and hence justify the higher price but still the problem remains because still a large segment of the market is extremely price sensitive and probably wouldn’t like to pay a premium just for the hygienic water
The nimbooz have been priced @ 10 rupees for the 200 ml pet bottle , if you guyz remember the coke campaign of pricing 200 ml coke @ 5 bucks was an instant hit in rural india , the real problem is not just a nimboo pani but the problem is the price

surely water is available in most cities for free and surely Pepsi has to fight with water when it comes at quenching thirst but surely consumers are ready to pay a premium only when u add things such as sugar and other additives but then how much todays if they feel the threat is nimboo pani tomorrow it mite just come out that jaljeera is the other competitor

would surely like to hear out the views of other learned people

Memories

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now u wonder so much time later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now
That I just wish you could take me with.

Thank you For the Broken Dreams

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain...

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone...

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding...

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
'Cause you wouldn't love me too..
otion,One Last Heart Beat,I Breath One Last Breath My Eyes Are Closed As I leave With Death ..=(

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..

Why can't you see me crying ?

Watching you go slowly kills me inside
To see the pain I suffer, it just isn't right
I find myself crying though you're still here.
One day you won't be here, and that's my greatest fear.

So I soak up the moments I had with you.
And regret the ones I lost when I had better things to do.
I know there are things I can never make up for,
And still somewhere inside I donn know if you loved me all the more

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..

But why cann you.......
Why ???

For the first time in kgp,n it was fabulous

Usual weekend ..
But this time it was ROBOTIX treat, so Aamir was not in the room & the most imp part of daily routine 29 was going on in D-301. Started around 5 p.m. & we kept on & on. Finally after loosing a lots of games at 10 p.m. Raturi da decided to go for Dinner. And this asshole cld Shrivastava was closed. Then we rang the DUDE cld PP to inform abt Aseem's and that was also closed by then.Now we finally decide for Sahara.
And with Pretty & Dhapli taking the cards to Sahara too bcoz of fast service of kgp Restaurants. We got an awesome place and started 29[:D]....But the asshole waiter this time makes it too fast[:(] ,we could play only 1 game.As usual we ordered a lots & lots. The DUDE PP ordered something new called Plain Paratha with curd(which I never like).We kept on ordering tawa roti & I kept on eating. Finally after eating 5 ROTIs I said "I quit".and after having said so I thought of having a bite of Plain Paratha. There started the awesome dinner[:)]...
Now we started ordering the PARATHAs, starting with 2 & then again 2 & again 2 & aga....Having no vegetables left we thought of having parathas with Pickels and the lemon coated onion & that was ROCKING!(Can u believe that?? But it was).."
No one was hungry but still we kept on eating & eating....Finally the waiter says "Ohh dada" with not a gentle smile. And that reminded us of Park incident, some more I would have ordered I would have been lying in B.C.Roy the So called "Tech Hospital"
Now janta says for ice creams & no one for sure would go for the FAMOUS bengali brand "ROLLICK".So head on towards Shantanu @ JCB. But then Bhatiya suggests MMM nimboo Paani.
And then we were standing in front of MMM fruit shop owned by Mr.Adwani Ooppss sry
Vajpayee [:P]...And then again the TANDAV of hunger started .After eating 4-5 ROTIS and 2-3 Paraths per head we started drinking Nimboo Paani & Lassi. Now we were feelign like DRUNK & Bhatiya says "Yaar Dholu khana aur nimbbo Paani chad gaya yaar, koi mujhe hall le chalo [:P]"...

You can't run away

Just talk yourself up
And make me down
down with tears in my eyes
You've hit me
Hit me hard
Close to my heart
Can't find a way around
I can't see even a way around
What's the problem?
I have got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No, you can't run away, you can't run away
ruining me , making us apart.
So what did you think I would say?
No, you can't run away, you can't run away
But I guess
you Would & in fact
You had ran away
Away from
my sight
my soul
making me alone
All alone in this LONLEY world

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
stay close to my heart
I put my love in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naïve
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight
the way you ran away
Away from my life
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
But even I will pray
to my GOD
forgive you for
You are the only one
Whom I do LOVEd.

UFO or Wht ????

Tuesday morning...Around 3 AM-Back from Illu work...
Entering wing I saw Debu running like crazy & knocking HImanshu's gate..
When I asked him he showed me an amazing thing...
Kgp guyz look at the sky around this time at horizon you will se something blinking very fast than a STAR and changing color very fast..
Whatever update I could get is(as per TOI says) :

In the first such incident recorded in Kolkata, an unidentified flying object was spotted in the city’s skies early Monday morning.

The fireball, that moved very rapidly and even seemed to change its shape and size, was photographed by a resident of Kalikapur in east Kolkata. Scientists couldn’t identify the object though some believe it could be a meteor blazing a trail through the morning sky.

The object, as shown on a TV channel, seemed to alter its shape from a round object to a triangle and then turned into a straight line. It emitted a bright light that formed a circle - almost a halo - and also radiated a range of colours.

The strange object was spotted between 3.30 am and 6.30 am by a senior executive of a private company, who filmed it on his handycam and showed it to the MP Birla Planetarium director D P Duari.

Many others spotted the strange object streaking across the eastern sky and hundreds gathered along EM Bypass to catch a glimpse of the "UFO". Many claimed to have seen the UFO, triggering a frenzy.

The Birla Planetarium director said the flying object, seen "at 30 degrees on the eastern horizon" was "interesting and strange".

"The viewer first thought it was a plane but gradually its brightness increased and it went up and vanished around 6.30 am," Duari said. "No natural phenomenon is likely to last for such a long duration and it is not a meteor either. It is an extremely interesting and strange object," he added.

Scientists were also puzzled by the phenomenon. They claimed it was too early to hazard a guess on what the object could be.

"A cosmic body cannot change its appearance the way this one seemed to do. But an expert needs to observe it for a longer period of time to be able to comment on it. It is very strange and intriguing. Sadly, TV pictures are not enough to make a conclusion," said Kamalesh Kar, astro-particle physicist at the Saha Institute of Nuclear Physics.

Common guys do the resarch & prove your worth here.. :)

Tuzse Naaraaz Nahin Zindagi

I heard this song in a reality show "SA RE GA MA PA"

Very heart touching...Just feel the song..
The lyrics has been written by "GULJAR"...

Here it goes :

tuz se naaraaz nahin jindagi
hairaan hoo main -2
tere maasoom sawaalon se
pareshaan hoo main

jeene ke liye sochaa hee nahee
dard sanbhaalane honge
muskuraye to, muskuraane ke
karja utaarane honge -2
muskuraoo kabhee to lagataa hai
jaise hothhon pe, karja rakhaa hain

tuz se naaraaj ...

aaj agar bhar aayee hai
boonde baras jaayegee -2
kal kyaa pataa in ke liye
aankhe taras jaayegee
jaane kab gam huaa, kahaa khoyaa
yek aansoo, chhupaa ke rakhaa thaa

tuz se naaraaj ...

The new blog is a inspiration from Pitbullfarm
Its called "I Wanna See You Dead"...

Here it goes:

Yesterday, silent night
it was tough to close my eyes
thinking of you

The past was horrible
I tired to look
into the future and beyond dreams
which I now don't dream

Do you know who I am?
I am a psycho
I am the king of horrors
and this in my world to live
And I order you to die

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

I can smell your fear
It is your cry
which I wanna hear
As I am dead
its your turn dear

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

The moon is shining
The brightness is mine
& leave dark for youuuuuu....

Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

I see you running tonight
But you can not go away from
my sight

With the butcher knife and a smile on my face
I just wanna send you in the outer space

Psycho .psycho,psycho – Voices of mine
Psycho , psycho, psycho – I wanna see u dead

Maine use dekha

As demanded by friends to change the taste..
This is something new :

Maine use dekha

Mein ja raha tha
praatah bhraman par
ja raha tha
ya le jaya ja raha tha
kisi prerna se.....
Unuchti si thi neend or shayad adkhule the palak
Jab maine use dekha

shaaal mein lipti ek saundarya or saadagi ki murat
os se bhigi hui thi uski pyaari surat
Vo bhi shayad ja rahi thi pratah bhraman ke liye

Jab maine use dekha

Adhkhule nayan bhi shayad khul gaye the use dekh kar
Aur shayad unuchti si neend bhi uchat gayi thi uske darshan ke liye

Jab maine use dekha

Uske lambe kesh bhi jaise uski shobha badaa rahe
uske kajrare nayan jaise mujhko sata rahe
Paseene ki boond se bheega uska chehra
lagta tha mano os se gulaab bheega ho
uska sharmaya sa
ya shayad thoda sakuchya sa ya thoda ghabraaya sa chehra
Uske chehra ki shikan bhi
to uski shobha mein char chaand lagaa rahe
ye sab hi shayad mujhe likhne ki prerna de rahe

Jab maine use dekha

Us vaqt mein soch rahaa
shayad yahi thi vo prerna
jo mujhe bhraman par aane ko thi
majboor kar rahi
or shayad mere dil ki dhadkan
mujhe kucch kahne ko majboor kar rahi
jab meine use dekha

Lekin samay par hai kiska bas chal saka
hai koi aisa jo samay ko kaid kar sakaa

Jab maine use dekha


Aur mere dekhta hi dekhte
vo door kahin nikal gayi
or shayad mujhe bhraman par
aane ko majboor kar gayi

Jab maine use dekha

When I am dead

Yesterday I found
myself lying on floor
With the white cloth on
Surrounded by lots of people
around me
do not know
for what
to celebrate my death
or to cry for it

Are they singing
the sad song for me
whatever they doing
I can't hear
& in fact I don't care
Would someone be sad I know
I really doubt

But my eyes were searching
some one to whom
I wanna say
When I am dead my dearest
Please don't sing a
sad song for me
Neither plant a rose
at my head
just keep it with you
for you will remember me
always
I know I couldn't get
place in your heart
when I was alive
But now I want a small place
in your memories
Nor do cry for me

I wanna say
When I am dead my dearest
Please keep those tears alive
and just remember me some time
which you didn't
I know when I was alive
I know it was a waste
when I was alive

But just want to say
Please give some value
to my death
It should not be
as meaningless
as waste
as lonely
as tired
as thirsty
as was my life

Please don't sing a sad song when I am dead

Do not plant cypress tree either
Just place some green grass
The showers
and dewdrops will keep it wet
it wilts
I think you forgot
it is green
I think you remember
though not missing me
Remembering is a gift
for me
I could not get
when alive

I shall not see you
shall not feel you
shall not I touch you
but I shall not
miss this all
I shall not see the stars
but I will not
miss them too
as they were dull for me
I shall not hear the nightingale
whom would I miss
when she used to cry in pain
and used to give me a company
when I was sad
when I used to
think of you
miss you
shed tears for you
I shall miss the nights
the dark nights
I spent
sleepless
restless
dreamless
just thinking of you

I just wanna say
that my dearest
Please don't sing a sad song when I am dead

Tanha Huin Mein

Tanha aaya
Tanha chala
tanha raha tanha raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Jindagi mein kabhi
na koi suraj uga
Ujala bhi na dekha kabhi
Andhera bhi to badta raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Na dekha koi savera kabhi
Jindagi ka suraj sada dooba raha
dooba raha
Sada dooba raha
Sitaare bhi na kabhi
koi jagmag hue

Tanha huin mein tanha raha

Dukh ke badal jo the
Sukh ke taaron ko vo dhakte rahe
Roshna unko na hone diya

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Tanhaayi mein mera dum
ghut ta raha
Ghut ta rahaaaa

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Na tha koi
apna mera
Jo bhi koi mujhko mila
vo sada paraya raha

Dost koi
kabhi na mila
Dushman bana jamana mera
Phool koi
kabhi na khila
Kaante hi sada
chubte rahe

Tahna huin mein sada tanha raha

Akela hi sada chalta raha
Dhoop mein hi sada
jalta raha
Sheetal chhaon
kabhi na mili
Koi thandak kabhi mil na saki

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Pyaar kabhi na
kisi ka mila
Nafarat bhari
nigaahein miliiiiii

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha

Jindagi ne bhi na kabhi
kucch bhi mujhko diya
Maut ne bhi
mujhko thukra diya
Maut ke liye bhi
tadapata raha

Tanha huin mein sada tanha raha.......

I walk alone !

I walk alone on the lonely street
I feel no one
feel so alone
I am sad
No one do I have
to dry my tears
to calm my ever present fear
to massage my tired feet

I am searching life
through my teared eyes

Alone ever alone
my life is a new to start
I am always searching for a new way
though the lonely life

I can't quell the fact
that show of life will always go on
no matter what
I may stop or may go
the life will keep on moving

I can't forget memories I do have
within my heart they dwell

So I keep walking on the lonely street
trying to search
a way
a hope
a fainted light
a new sun to life
a new twinkle
to make my life bright
A fresh air to breath
My throat is choking
I do not have any air to breathe

I walk alone on the lonely street

And then I see
The Sun is setting
the sky is red with color of my blood
I feel happy in the hope
that I will see no tomorrow
but that hope goes away
I have no feelings
my Musings are dead

I walk alone on the lonely street

It's getting dark
I am feeling happy
as it is matching color of my soul
I pray stars to go dark
to make this Earth
a complete dark
as dark as
my life is

I walk alone on the lonely street

I am feeling sleepy now
I feel happy
in the hope that I will never get up
no dreams I dream
and its complete dark
now is the time
when I do feel happy

I walk on the lonely street

Bhula - Do (Raeth)

Friends I am not sad
I am not senti..
Just this song is tooo goood....

I dedicate my 1st blog to Raeth...

Bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

Bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

wo……….hohooo..hoooooooooo
wo……….hohooo..hoooooooooo

Woh kaisi subah thi
khushian ko tha safar
sab yaaarrrrrrr sang thay
koi thi na fikar
dukh aya sukh khoya
gham ban gaya humsafarrrrr

Apne kya paraye kya
sub rang hain aik se..
kache sub dhaage hain
yeh buand hain rait ke
manzil na sathi hai
chalta hoon main bekhabar

hhhho……….hohooo..wwooohoooo

bhula do bhula do woh baatein purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yadennn woh batainnnn
jo mujko satati rahi

bhula do bhula do woh baten purani
jo dil ko jalati raheen
woh yaden tumhareee
woh batain tumhari
jo humko satati rahi

wo……….hoho..hoooooooooo
ho.ho…hooooooooooooooo..ho ho hooooo
ho.ho…hooooooooooooooo..ho ho hooooo